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Tani knew that it was time for some honesty. He liked Jeff in a new way that both thrilled him and frightened him somewhat. It was better to come clear now than to get shocked later on.

As they finished the bottle of champagne, Jeff sat in rapt wonder as Tani admitted that he'd explored his feminine side. "WOW," Jeff said, shaking his head. "You could go anywhere and the guys would swarm! Have you ever had any pick you up?"

"A few," Tani said shyly. "It always scared me. I didn't know what to do.'

Jeff understood. He actually was glad that he knew. . .it made Tani even more feminine in his eyes now. It was all so exciting. This dream girl in front of him was not only beautiful but innocent and inexperienced.

Tani couldn't read Jeff. Was he shocked, numbed or accepting of his situation. Finally Jeff spoke, "I think you're wonderful Tani. I've been so confused lately. You're such a fantastic girl that I can't help feeling attracted to you. I didn't realize that being a girl could mean so much to a guy...but I really respect it. You present the ideal in femininity."

"So? You're not turned off by me?" Tani asked almost afraid to hear the answer. The answer was a shock...but a pleasant one.

"Can I kiss you?" Jeff asked.

Tani's face turned red, aware that a threshold was about to fade. Jeff gently pulled Tani forward and kissed him on the lips. Tani was suddenly aware of a masculine taste on his lips. A taste that threatened to dissolve him from the inside out. The taste wasn't unpleasant like he had guessed.

Tani felt Jeff's tongue probing gently at his lips and finding little resistance, slipped in easily, making soft jabs. Tani guttural sigh exposed his true feeling at being filled with Jeff's moist probe. Tani squirmed in his arms.

A soft pink flush came to Tani's cheeks. This encounter was so full of contrasts. It was both elating and frustrating, causing Tani longing to both humble himself before Jeff and to fight his way free. He knew he could kick, slap and break his way free but what he wanted deep down was to be defeated, to savor the aftermath in Jeff's strong arms.

Jeff was a strong, big man and he kissed passionately with an almost bruising pressure. . .but the pain was curiously

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Tani submissively kissed back and they were soon passionately embraced as their arms stroked each other and Tani's lips were subject to a series of deep searing kisses.

Tani's head seemed to whirl and his breathing was heavy, his bosom rising and falling, straining against it's constraint of silk and nylon. Jeff's warm palms, and long fingers lightly squeezed Tani's smooth flesh-Tani was responding on a purely physical level.

That night, the lives of Jeff and Tani had changed forever. Neither knew how things would turn out, but they had found each other to explore. It was overdue. . .most girl's Tani's age knew what was expected of them as girls. He wasn't sure if he was feminine enough. Suzanne had told Chris and him of her "first time" and the shock of seeing the first "one" that "liked" her. "No way," Tani remembered Suzanne gasping at the recall of such an intimidating apparatus and her apprehension on performing.

Tani gasp with apprehension too. His black-lashed eyes flinched then bounced open widely. He felt a sicking feeling engulf him. A look of panic flashed in Tani's eyes as he realized what his femininity had achieved...more than he'd ever conceived. A million thoughts flashed through his head. There was a complete and utter feeling of helplessness. Dazed and light-headed, Tani just childishly followed Jeff's tender but compelling lead.

After the first sweet shock shuddered through Tani, each rapturous sensation was sweeter, more compelling than the one before. Femininity was filled, femininity caressed, femininity clasped masculinity. Beyond endurance, Tani's innocent femininity was shattered, finding Jeff's stirring radiance overrunning his presence, devastating rationality with its splendor.

Tani awoke in the darkness of night seeing Jeff's shadow. Tani's femininity had always been an unilluminated, moody obsession, fraught with doubt. That doubt had been superseded by Jeff's vitality and splendor of Tani's feminine surrender.

That "doubt" again flashed and Tani stomach was queasy with new sensations. He brushed a long silken tendril of hair